Thursday, June 20, 2013

3 months it has been....

Salam. How time flies so fast. It has been 3 months since I started working as Houseman in Hospital Seri Manjung in O&G department. During that period, I am able to cope up with the working stress. But, currently I found myself to be excessively too proud of myself. Every procedures that I had done recently for the past few days always either not right or inadequate. Just now I do a VE on a patient in active labour. If previously I always ask patient whether they want to PU or not so that I can cathetherized the bladder to drain the urine. Now, I didn't ask for it, and straight do VE. Though my findings were correct, my MO asked whether I did membrane sweeping or not. I only did it twice and my MO said it is no adequate and asked my friend to do the VE again and cathether the bladder since the bladder looked full. Somehow I felt that I am being too proud of myself and felt that I am not managing my patient properly. I feel ashamed of myself right now, and feeling de-motivated for tonight. Being inferior is something to be expected when encountering this situation. After this I must not feel like this, and try to improve myself for the betterment of myself.