Friday, October 11, 2013
Thursday, June 20, 2013
Salam. How time flies so fast. It has been 3 months since I started working as Houseman in Hospital Seri Manjung in O&G department. During that period, I am able to cope up with the working stress. But, currently I found myself to be excessively too proud of myself. Every procedures that I had done recently for the past few days always either not right or inadequate. Just now I do a VE on a patient in active labour. If previously I always ask patient whether they want to PU or not so that I can cathetherized the bladder to drain the urine. Now, I didn't ask for it, and straight do VE. Though my findings were correct, my MO asked whether I did membrane sweeping or not. I only did it twice and my MO said it is no adequate and asked my friend to do the VE again and cathether the bladder since the bladder looked full. Somehow I felt that I am being too proud of myself and felt that I am not managing my patient properly. I feel ashamed of myself right now, and feeling de-motivated for tonight. Being inferior is something to be expected when encountering this situation. After this I must not feel like this, and try to improve myself for the betterment of myself.
Wednesday, February 27, 2013
Salam to all. How are you today? May Allah bless you all with good health. Finally, the day has finally come. By next week I am going to attend my induction program (now known as 'Program Transformasi Minda') that will be held at Hotel Seri Malaysia, Port Dickson. A week after the course, I will finally be posted at the allocated hospital that will be told during the induction program. Right now I am so freaking scared, scare to begin my profession as a doctor! Heard from my friend that just begun her housemanship at HTAA, Kuantan, told us that in the first week she needs to take blood from 50 patients and put 5 cannulas. Tagging she said will start by the 2nd week. But that is her life, don't know about other hospital. Well, I am going to stop now. This nervousness is taking me to another level. Until then.......
Sunday, January 27, 2013
Salam to all. This will be my first blog post in the year 2013, year of the Snake, according to the Chinesse calender. In the first month of 2013, really, nothing much happening around me. Just settling my MARA, and my convocation.....yes, I'd my convocation on 6/1/2013. The scroll were given by MSU Chancellor, HRH Raja Permaisuri Agong, Tuanku Hjh. Haminah Hamidon. It was a crowded, rushing, and yet a wonderful day in me and my friend's life. We are finally graduated and received our MBBS certificate. Been bound at home, with no job yet, I spent my time playing old games and even sometimes have a walk at the beach, or going around Melaka to see historical sites, and stuff like that. Just yesterday I attended Quro's wedding at Sg. Buloh, along with munira, hadi, farid nazmi, fien, and fatin. After that, went to Shah Alam to take my graduation photos, and SPACEu8 to play 2 games of bowling with hadi and munira. Let just say my luck is not on my side yesterday. After sending munira back home at TUDM Subang, through Putrajaya I went to Marzuki's home at Kajang. I was expecting a chessecake but unfortunately aki was not able to make one as he has no time to buy the ingredient. Well, maybe next time I guess. Spending a night at his house, today I shall go back to Melaka. Supposed to go to KL for a while, but something came up at the very last minute. O, today is Thaipusam. So, happy celebration to all my Hindu friends! Batu Caves and other temples will be packed today, so plan your journey well today people :-) Ok, I think that's all I cover up for today. May Allah ease our life. Wassalam.......