Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Emotionally unstable.......

Salam to all. Wow, I can't believe it! I am actually going to sit for the final exam by next Monday, and honestly.......I'm freaking out right now! Seriously, final??!!!! Arghh, that added to my stress lists! For the almost 2 weeks of my study leaves, I did not actually went deep enough to revise my subjects. I feel that I had been actually neglecting them quite a bit. I only read a few, then.....that's it. Most of the time, I either playing games or watching tv or sitcom.....seriously, who's going to THAT during your final??! Seriously faiz......umph!

Ok.....that's all~ like I said, I am dysthymic right now........

Sunday, September 09, 2012

Of birthday celebration and final exam.....

Salam to all my readers....

I would like to say thanks to all who have wished my birthday on last Monday! Thank you guys!!! Really appreciated your kindness.......

Am going to be frank with you....I love celebrating my birthday....who doesn't?! Though my birthday this year fell during the exam season, but I thanked my fellow friends (munira, syamimi, hajar, noni, farisya, ijat and maro) who have spent some of their time celebrating my birthday. It was nice and since it shall be my last time celebrating it in Bangalore, it makes it more memorable and bring more joy to me! Unfortunately, I'm also feel sad and dissappointed because this year he didn't celebrated my birthday. Usually he will either buy me a present or bring me out for dinner or lunch. This time, it was silence. Though he had wishes me, but knowing him for few years, I actually felt neglected. I know that everyone is bust preparing for the final, but.....I don't know how to put my dissapppintment into a proper words. Anyway, I just wish him good luck in the final exam.

At the end, I just want to do well in my final exam. Though I know it is gonna be tough than the first three professional exam, it doesn't mean that I am going to fall down. Will try my best. Please pray for my success here....and may Allah ease our way to success and to Jannah, InsyaAllah.