Thursday, December 29, 2011

Smile~

Salam to all my fellow followers. I know, it has been a while since my last posting. I have to admit that I'm bind with so much reading and understanding all the medical topics, especially since I am in the final year. The responsibility of handling my group wasn't easy. I'm trying my best to be it.

Smile.....why smile? Smile is one of God's greatest gift to us. Smile can make you happy, and smile can make other people happy. It is not hard to smile. Just contract that facial muscles of yours and smile. It is depressing to not see a smile. I know, I also sometimes doesn't smile when I'm in a bad mood. But each day, I'll try to smile so that people are happy with me. Living with someone who rarely smile to you every time you bump him/her always depressing, at least to me. Everything changes. The only time you communicate is when to ask for rent, bill, or asking some favors. Strictly business. No more social interaction. Maybe it is our fault not to initiate such communication, but at least if they smile to you every time you bump each other, it is far more than enough to make people happy and feel great!

Hence, please smile to each other, especially to your room mates or house mates. Smiling can brings out happiness and great feeling within us. Even Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) also encourage his followers to smile among each other. So, let us start smiling......NOW!!!







Thursday, December 15, 2011

WELCOME TO THE WORLD MY NEWLY BORN NIECE!!!!!

YOUR 'ACU' WILL BE SEEING YOU LATER!!!

WAIT FOR ME, OK...........


Wednesday, December 14, 2011


MENJUNJUNG KASIH
SETINGGI-TINGGI UCAPAN TAHNIAH KEPADA TUANKU SULTAN KEDAH

KE BAWAH DULI YANG MAHA MULIA

SULTAN ABDUL HALIM MU'ADZAM SHAH IBNI ALMARHUM SULTAN BADLISHAH

&

TUANKU HAMINAH HAMIDUN

DI ATAS PERTABALAN TUANKU SEBAGAI YANG DIPERTUAN AGONG MALAYSIA KE -14

DAULAT TUANKU!


MENJUNJUNG KASIH
SETINGGI-TINGGI UCAPAN TAHNIAH KEPADA TUANKU SULTAN KELANTAN

KE BAWAH DULI YANG MAHA MULIA

SULTAN MUHAMMAD V

DI ATAS PERLANTIKAN TUANKU SEBAGAI TIMBALAN YANG DIPERTUAN AGONG

DAULAT TUANKU!



Tuesday, December 13, 2011


MENJUNJUNG KASIH

KE BAWAH DULI YANG MAHA MULIA

AL-WATHIQU BILLAH TUANKU MIZAN ZAINAL ABIDIN IBNI AL-MARHUM SULTAN MAHMUD AL-MUKTAFI BILLAH SHAH

&

TUANKU NUR ZAHIRAH

DI ATAS

SUMBANGAN DAN JASA TUANKU SEBAGAI YANG DIPERTUAN AGONG MALAYSIA KE-13 

DAULAT TUANKU!!!

Monday, November 07, 2011

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Hectic....and crowded!

Salam to all. My life here at IMS-MSU Bangalore continue to be a hard one. After saying goodbye to my seniors who had passed their final exam and leaving behind Bangalore for good, I am terrified to know that I am now 'the' senior in the college. I know that this is the moment where I'm going to be tortured, to be mad at, and to be watched 24/7 by the doctors. I am mentally and physically, still in progress, of preparing for the hurricane to come.

As I told you before in my last post regarding this new system, after the 2nd IA, we expect that it will be executed perfectly. On the other hand, it was a disaster! Can you imagine all the three batches (mine and juniors) coming together everyday, every single morning, to the hospital, all together. It was crowded!!! BBH is not so big, filled with lots of patients, doctors, staff nurses, student nurses, and etc. When all of us come, it was a total wreck! How can our doctors handle us all? At this moment, it is us that need more priority because we are in the final year, but in this condition, there is no way that we are getting all the necessary attention from the doctors. Even worse, the doctors have not been informed and explained regarding this new system! I was shocked to hear about it! Who doesn't?! We expect that the administrations will explained about this new system last week, during our 2nd IA, but it wasn't done. The doctors are looking so confuse and irritated with this new system. I pitied Rosy and Vidhya because there are the one who have to answer every questions from us....this is not right~

As I said before, 'If you are in Rome, do as the Romans does." How can you expect the Indian doctors to accept and adjust themselves to the Malaysia teaching system in a matter of few weeks? Ultimately the one who are going to suffer are us, the STUDENTS! We haven't start our clinical skill like taking blood, doing IV cannulation, etc...and we feel helpless and useless, especially me, who are posted for 7 weeks in casualty. If there is code blue, I will not know how to at least, insert a IV cannula. Really, I feel really helpless in casualty. I can only observed and do some minor clinical exam and history taking, but that's it.

I have nothing to say more. MSU should understand what we are going through every single day we living here. They who do not experienced the hardship that we had here, will never understand our problems and feelings. I feels violated and dismayed right now. There are no words from the President and at least from the vice chancellor about this matter. The only voice we heard was form the Dean, who under my impression, do not understand us at all.....

Sad.......really sad~

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

A bad day......

Salam to all. Wow, It has been a month since my last post. Right now I am busy with the exam and everything. Exam? well, maybe it is not the word that me and my friend want to hear right now. Why you ask? Let me tell you....

Yesterday we had our interaction with the dean, and it was a bad one. After our beloved Dato' Ghani retired, we never like the new dean. I have to admit she is not what we can call as a 'role model.' Yesterday, she really said to us, I quote, "I never want to be a dean, but they (MSU) want me. I don't love you, etc" What kind of attitude is this? This is not something that I can accept since I come from a family of educators. This is wrong! This attitude do not reflect you as an educator at all! Plus, during the interaction, she bombed us with this new system of exam that we will have to undergo for our final exam. She said it is with accordance to the new revision by MMC. I think many of us will think, "what the reason of coming here?" I know this is an offshore college by a Malaysia university. We must also know that all of the lecturers that tought us were Indians and they must have familiarize with their system. There is a saying, "when you come to Rome, be like the Roman." So, why should we change the way we are now? Sometime old things are the best things. I have to say, the way the Indian education system was practice is much better than what we had in Malaysia. Because of that they can be great. Living in this country is like hell, because of many reasons. If we have feel the stress of living here for 5 years, imagine how the local have been living here since their birth. The dean should considerate our feeling, and just bomb us with this news right before our 2nd IA next week. If this system were to be implemented, there is no reason for us to have our 2nd IA, since it is still follow the old system. I also have to say that this new system, from my point of view, give the student higher chances of passing the exam. But, we have not been familiarize with it, and it is not fair for them to implement this on us. Why can't you do it starting to the 1st year students? With this, it will be much better. Just let us finish off with the current system. But this dean would never listen. Every time my friend rise and start to ask question, at one point she will stop us, and repeat the same thing she said before. I don't think she has any clue about the way we study here, and I feel that she never understand our problem (probably because she don't love us at the first place). This is very traumatic to all of us here...

MSU, please take note. She maybe have those medical qualification, but she don't have the right attitude even to become a dean. If she doesn't want to become a dean at the first place, why she accept it at first place? If she doesn't love us here, why she has to come here? She can easily call our BELOVED ass. dean and told her the necessary information. If our counterpart in Shah Alam love her, fine with us. We just want someone else to be the Dean of IMS-MSU, someone like Dato' Ghani......

I will study. I shall study. Nothing can stop me from doing what I had been doing since I was born. Old system, new system, I can try to cope with it. But the way administration handle the situation is very poor....Please take note of your weakness and improve it.

~I rest my case~

Monday, September 12, 2011

In memory.........welcoming~


MAY YOU REST IN PEACE WITH YOUR "NEW" OWNER........AND........



WELCOME SAMSUNG GALAXY S2 TO THE FAMILY!


Monday, September 05, 2011

Salam to all. Today I just want to write in Malay, so for those who do not understand the language, you may borrow google translation (though sometime it do not translate correctly):-

"Alhamdulillah, dah seminggu aku bercuti di Malaysia, menyambut Adilfitri bersama keluarga tersayang, dan yang paling penting dapat menyambut ulang tahun kelahiran ku, ayah ku serta kakak ku yang lahir pada 1hb, 2hb dan 3hb Sept. Aku jugak berjaya untuk memperbaharui passport ku. Segala-galanya yang ingin ku kecapi di Malaysia tercapai. Raya tahun ini, walaupun penat, tapi best! Walapun tiadanya ibu dan along dgn kami pada raya kali ini, namun kami menyambutnya dgn penuh meriah. Di pagi raya je aku dah menjamah ketupat, lemang, rendang dan ayam masak merah. Melawat sanak-saudara di kampung ayah ku di Merlimau, Melaka menggamit seribu satu memori semasa zaman kanak2 ku yang suka bermaian buaian di rumah pak cik ku. Raya kali ini jugak aku dapat bertemu dgn rakan2 ku, terutamanya yusri dan rafhanah. Tak dilupakan juga khalil (koe), rafidah, wak mustakim, ku aminur, fathi dan lain2 lagi. Kali aku kami sempat beraya di rumah cikgu rogayah, cikgu sharimah dan cikgu sazali & horsiah. Di samping sempat jugak beraya di rumah yusri, rafhanah, ijat dan fathi. Terima kasih semua sbb sudi teman aku beraya tahun ini.

Di samping raya, aku juga gembira sebab dapat bertemu dgn anak2 kangkung ku semua. Amira Sofea, Amir Muntasyer, Amir Muhtadi dan Amir Muktafi. Walaupun nakal, tapi didalam kenakalan anak2 kecil ini tersimpan kemuliaan dan kasih sayang. Aku juga tidak sabar untuk menantikan kelahiran anak kangkung yang ke-5. Sudah 6 bulan berada di dalam rahim ibunya. Harap2 sihat sejahtera :)

Emm, rasanya itu sahaja yang ingin ku nukilkan malam ini. Sekian~ "

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

5 days more!

Salam to all my fellow readers. Yeah! 5 days more to go before I leave Bangalore to celebrate Eid with my family back in Melaka! I feel so excited and can't wait to jump on the plane, huhuhu........Though my original plan was different, but hey, anything can happen. Since I have to renew my passport, why don't I just enjoy the celebration :)

I only have a 1-week holiday, so I don't think I can do many things that I desire in Malaysia. But, I was hoping to see my friend yuci and raf, huhuh...It has been 2 years since I last saw them (if memory served me correctly). Wonder how are doing right now, huhuhu....

I also have listed several goods that I want to bring back to Bangalore. Have to restock my supply of Maggi, etc2........

Well, not much to write this morning. The cold weather surely makes me want to doze off right now. Until then~~



Just wait for me.......... :)

Sunday, August 21, 2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, MY DEAR.......

THOUGH YOU ARE NO LONGER WITH US TODAY...

BUT OUR MEMORIES REMAINED......

REST IN PEACE.....

MISS YOU ALWAYS~


~ELIZA BINTI PARMAN~

(21/8/1974 - 7/9/2009)



Tuesday, August 09, 2011

Ramadhan post~

Salam to all. It is 8th Ramadhan here in Bangalore. How are you doing with Ramadhan/Ramzan this year? Hope everything is fine. Actually, I'm not feeling well today. I exposed myself to rain yesterday. Hence, I'm taking some rest today, and hopefully tomorrow will be much better for me. Since I'm at home, I just thought that maybe I can update my blog which has been forsaken for a week :)

If you ask me about my Ramadhan this year, so far I can tell that it went on smoothly. I'm also think that maybe this time I can actually improve myself to be a better person. This is the only month where all the syaitan/demons are well-caged. The only thing that stand in our way is our nafsu/desire. I have a very huge 'nafsu' that need to be taught a lesson, and I'm working on it! I know, past few years I always post each day what I gone through on that day, what I ate to break the fast, etc. Well, this year I'm not doing it because I just don't have the heart to do so.

Last Sunday, I had decided to invite few of my close friends to break the fast at my home. On that day, I cooked 'nasi tomato'. Well, it was my first time of doing it, so the taste is kinda run off. But, they said that it was nice, and I'm really happy hearing it from them :) I maybe doing it another time, maybe this week, or next week. You see, when you cook for somebody that you care, it makes you really happy and satisfied :)

And, to break a news, I already decided to fly back to Malaysia to celebrate this year Raya/Eid with my family. Though I'm only back for a week, but I hope that it will be a fulfilling and meaningful week for me :) plus I have to renew my passport. And so, right now I'm battling to get my RP renew this month. I was thought to renew it this week, but since there are lots of bonafide letters that the office need to do, so maybe I was hoping that next week I can do it. You see, living in this country has it's own advantages and disadvantages. One of the disadvantages is that they tend to complicate things. For example, to renew the RP, we have to prepare lots of documents, plus the process is very time-taking and sometime can be non-synchronize. I understand that they have the largest population of the world, but that doesn't stop you of improving your system. I heard that in Australia, foreigners only be given a card, and each time they want to renew their staying visa, they just hand over the card, and it will be updated in the computer. Isn't that good, if India apply that kind of technology? Haih, I think this country still need to cope out with other countries....

Well, that's all of my mumbling for today. Do not have the energy to continue writing since I'm not well today. Until next time......Happy Ramadhan to all! :)

Tuesday, August 02, 2011


SELAMAT MENUNAIKAN IBADAH PUASA BUAT SELURUH UMAH ISLAM SEDUNIA!!

SEMOGA ALLAH MELIPATGANDAKAN RAHMAT DAN REZEKINYA KEPADA KITA DI DALAM RAMADHAN YANG MULIA INI.....

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

1st IA preview: SURGERY & OBG

Salam to all. I'm sorry for not updating my IA preview yesterday. Well, today I'm going to write both of my preview; yesterday and today...

SURGERY

Well, what can I say about surgery 1st IA exam. Emmm, for me the questions were moderate to hard in severity, especially the question regarding the submandibular gland excision. Overall, it was ok. I think many of my friends can perform for surgery paper yesterday. Hoping for at least a pass on this paper. Here are the questions. As we all said, sharing is caring.






OBG

Coming to today's paper, OBG. As we all know, OBG stands for Obstetric and Gynaecology. This topic teach you regarding the female reproductive system and pregnancy. For me, this is the toughest subject that I have to endure this phase. Not that I don't like the subject, but the portion is too much for me to handle. Can you imagine, the topics that were included for this exam is simple, "Entire obstetric + infertility + contraceptives." Simple doesn't?? Well, hell no!! After the exam, I always kept remembering my answers. Most of them are either wrong or simply a careless mistake. For example, the short answer to define abortion. I wrote, "abortion is define as expulsion of the fetus before 28 weeks, and weight less than 1500 gms, upon which it can't survive independently." Can you detect any mistake in that sentence? yup, first is the age of gestation, supposed to be before 22 weeks, and then the WEIGHT! It was supposed to be 500 gms, not 1500 gms (a.k.a 1.5 kg!). I don't know what I was thinking when I wrote that answer. Another one is the short essay no. 4 below. It was an antepartum haemorrhage, and the DDs were simply placenta previa and abruptio placentae +/- genitalia bleeding. What I wrote? The first DD I put on my answer sheet was spontaneous abortion, followed by threatened abortion and ectopic pregnancy!! Realizing my stupid mistake, I put placenta previa and abruptio placentae last, with their different. I was so upset after the exam. But Alhamdulillah, my friend comfort me and said, "don't worry Faiz, this is only the 1st IA, maybe He want us to work harder. Don't worry, there is still time before the final...that is the most important." I was relieved to hear his word of comfort, not to forget other comforting word from Imran. I know I can be a little 'bitchy' sometime, but well, that's me! Here are the questions.




Well, that's all for today. Tomorrow is paediatric. Wish me luck! Until then.....

Monday, July 11, 2011

1st IA preview: MEDICINE

Salam to all. I told you that I will try my best to update my blog, and so I did, though it is not something that is so interesting about. As you are well informed, today I have started my 1st IA in my 4th year of being a medical student. This time I have to face 4 major exam-oriented subjects, which are MEDICINE, SURGERY, OBG/O & G, and PAEDIATRIC. In short, all of them are hard, and too many! But, being a student, it is my duty to study them, do well and hopefully to become a great doctor one day.

Coming back to my IA preview, today is my 1st day, and it was MEDICINE paper! As suspected, it was hard (hard only when you are not reading it well ;p). I try my best to answer the question given. Want to see the questions? Here it goes!






So, what do you think? For some of you, you may say, "nah, kacang goreng je", but for me, it was hard! The hardest question would be the Guillian-Barre syndrome and atrial fibrillation. Also about the 6 drugs causing hepatotoxicity. Others, I think I managed to pull them off. I kept my finger cross for this paper, and also the subsequent paper. Tomorrow would be surgery, and it gonna be a blast! Please pray for me and my friends' success here! We really need it so much! Until then......

Saturday, July 09, 2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ONE OF MY
BEST FRIEND:-

IMRAN KHAN BIN JALALLDEEN!!!

MAY YOU BE BLESSED ON THIS BLISSFUL DAY OF YOURS!

Friday, July 08, 2011

bla...bla...bla~

Salam to all. Really busy right now. Got an exam next week. Seems that I have less time in updating this blog. But then, I will try my best to update it monthly :)

Well, for the past few weeks, there have been amazing things happening in my life and the life around me. Also, there are quite few things that a lil' bit upset for me. First of all, let me share with all of you about my B2 batch's Appreciation Day that was held on 25/6/2011. It was held to celebrate our ENT and Ophthalmology doctors that have taught us everything that we need to know about the subjects. On that day we appreciate them and thanks them for their knowledge and their kindness and also their patience for teaching us. We know that teaching us were hard and challenging, and therefore I thanks them again :) On that day, we performed for them, cooked for them, and presented them with a memoir of our batch. It was a best day that me and my batch mates ever had! Here are some pictures that we all took on that day. Oh, and I just a technical person only ;p


























Fun, isn't it? hehehe. We tried to make our best within the short period of time, and the event was praised by all the doctors :)

Emm, what else? Oh, just last week I went to see The Transformer 3 movie at Mantri mall with Fareed, Aina, Syahir and Yaya. The movie was awesome!!! Really, 5/5 if it were to be rated.

Well, I think that's all I can think off right now. Please pray for my success in my 1st IA next week. Really2 scared because of the massive topics to be covered within a short period of time (payback for not studying it earlier ;p). Until then.......